ACCeSS DeNiED !! [13 May 2035|07:07pm] [ mood | working ] [ music | 'o3 Bonnie & Clyde - Jay - Z/Beyonce ] [x]Friends Only[x] People can take everything away from you. But they can never take away your truth. But the question is, can you handle mine? That's about it.<3 »Amy« ps-- I privatise all my old entries, and youse only get to see 2-3 at a time. Sorry, thats just how it is. Layout/Banner Updated:: November 20, 2005 56 run it

And so we wait, for the storm to pass . . . . [02 Oct 2006|06:38pm] [ mood | sad ] One of the teachers at my school killed himself Friday night. He was just... the most amazing person you could ever hope to meet. He actually CARED about all of us, and whatnot. He was the most kind, gentle, calm person you could ever know. He never got mad, nothing... Last year, when the boy and I got in a fight in the hallway, and we were FLiPPiNG out on eachother, he was there, tryna calm us down and shit. He always had a kind word for EVERYBODY, and you could tell that he gave a shit; he remembered everyones names, and would say hi in the halls, and everything, asking how you were. I can't believe it. =( I found out yesterday, and then this morning, everything @ school was so somber; teachers looked absolutely horrid, and the flag was flying at half-mast, and we had greif counsillors, and whatnot there, and extra chaplains. All Minardi regarding the actual situaton was "we are sorry to tell you all that Mr. Patzwald passed away Friday night. He took his own life" I started CRYiNG when he said that. Krissii too. =\ I seen Veronica S. and she looked terrible. :'( He was only 32, man. He stopped coming to school about a week and a half ago.. he was under doctors (psychiatrist) care, b/c supposedly he's manic-depressive, and it's gotten worse lately. But you'd never guess it though, he was the most happy, upbeat man at school. Always wanting to help everyone, and not be a total fuckwad like a lot of teachers. I've heard mad rumors about how he died, but I'm not sure what to believe. Some people were saying he jumped off a building... I also heard pills.. and other next stuff, but I feel so bad for his fam. =( His funeral is at 11am on Wed. and apparently, all of Cabot is supposed to go; to pay respects and represent the Cabot community. Which, is good. It's at st. Patricks, so not TOO far from school. <FONT FACE='TAHOMA" color="DODGERBLUE" size="4">R.I.P MR PAUL PATZWALD. YOU WILL BE DEEPLY MiSSED, SiR. &hearts;</CENTER></FONT> run it

[30 Aug 2006|08:18pm] my zia died. @ 5:30. my grandparents went to see her, but they were still here @ 5:30. my aunt just called me to tell me. i was going to soccer when she fucking died. and i feel so helpless sitting @ home. i feel so bad for sarah and matthew (my lil cousins) they're like 3 & 6 or something. they wont remember her and thats the most fucked up part. now im so fucking scared for my zio. i CANT lose him; he's like my dad, yo. =\ we went to see josie on sunday, and she was okay, i guess.. and my grandpa talked to sonya yesterday and she wasnt doing the best, but she was holding her own.. and then today andrea called and said its been going downhill, and she could die today.. tmw.. nxt week. her dr.'s didnt know how much time she had. the kids were like.. right there when it happened, too. i think i'ma watch them during the day for this wk, and after school nxt week maybe. Chris can't do it, and vanessa has been taking care of them a lot lately since shes still on maternity leave and shes home w/ josh anyway. but yeah. im gone for awhile, i think. funeral's on tuesday, so i'm not goin to school. && visitation is on the wknd. and we're picking up the mass amounts of relatives that are flying in from Italy, Malta & Portugal. R.I.P JOSIE VIVIANA<3 1970-2006 4 run it

PICTURESSS ! [21 Mar 2006|07:58pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | sarahs on the phone ] FINALLY i have picturess! :) they're from class, like 48953795 years ago. lol. they wouldn't upload for the longest time.. cuz i didnt resize them. duhh amy. mmkay so far ive got myself $55.. but i need more. cuz i have shit to buy, lol. and i needa remember to go to beckers or some shit and get a new lighter and zigzags. need to be like.. note to self, lol. anyway, onto picshaaaaaaaas. ( LOOKIT FUCKERS! ) OKAY, leave comments, nigglets. ♥ adios amigos. 3 run it

'omgod my face is back!' [21 Feb 2006|08:50pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | movie; 'a cinderella story' ] so, more pictures. cuz we're all too cool like that<3 ( dont click if you dont wanna look @ lotsa pix ) yeah. lots of pics. dial-up will hate you. :) lol. i had shit to talk about but whatever. just uh. this wknd was akward. and ughhh. ;\ eff it. sorry ive sucked @ commenting. ive been busy. bye. 1 run it

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